Today..is probably one of the saddest days since my holidays started. I'm under the weather and everything seems to be going wrong. I went to watch Narnia with my cousins. Narnia is fantastic, it's a must watch. However, I had a REALLY HARD time breathing while watching the movie...my nose was so blocked. Everyone was laughing but I was just trying to blow my nose...so sad. I'm just feeling......so.....what's the word....ahhh...I don't know! Things are just not going my way today. I'm feeling so giddy. Nothing is gonna make my day. My cousin wanted to share her drink with me but I didn't drink. I was afraid I would pass my fatal/deadly/potent disease to her. I did eat her popcorns though. Anyone got a cup of hot chocolate...hmm...going out with bernice tomorrow. I hope I am well enough to meet her. I will definitely meet her unless I can't even walk. If I don't meet her tomorrow, I don't think I will have any more chance to do so. 2006 is coming and she's going for the first three months JC thingy. On Friday, I'm going for this xmas dinner. The weekends, I'm still deciding on what to do. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm feeling so shitty now..really......besides being unwell....oh nvm...well, Bernice just sms-ed me, said not meeting tomorrow. Everything is just...................so wrong. I feel like crying. Ha Ha! And why is everyone not replying or answering my call........everyone's just so busy ya...when everyone's is sad, I listen to them but who will listen to me talk...come to think of it...better to keep things to myself..I'm just acting crazy.